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Friday, October 30, 2009                           here's what i've been up to for the past few weeks!!! all summarized in photos:) Labels: my life in photos Thursday, October 15, 2009its the end of examsbut yet i feel so down gloomy? why? i think i know why its because of this term friends. lets analyze it. they're supposed to be there when you're happy, choose to bethere when you're sad, completely disappear when you're angry (is it) or are there supposed to be there everytime even if you sad or mad happy or not i've been wondering forthepast fewmonths pondering and thinking on who has always been there for me sadly its not the people that i thought it would be but its those who are in the shadowns and always trying to make me smile seeing me for who i am and not using me. thank you God for allowing me to have these true friends cause though they're flawed they're still humans:) there will always be people who come and go in life. though they make you smile for sometime its not gonna be permanent. never is nor was and never will be. thank you to all the people who made me shine. made me smile even when i wanted to just cry and who taught me the true meaning of friends xoxo rekha loved: besty,anita,reena,kas,rash,meet,vfc members you guys continue to rock on :D Life hands us many different things, good and bad. One of the greatest gifts we receive is the love of a good friend. Saturday, October 3, 2009im back.was gone. for a really loooonnggg time. typical. have started English papers already anxiously waiting for 15th oct. come soon. have been trying to think thru things recently. many bridges burnt and formed. i am tired of you acting this way. just say what you have to & get over it please. let's not drag this. & you. i already told you no. isn't it clear? stop sms-ing me. who the heck gave you my no? its too soon blah-blah you know it. i wanna go to a place cut of from everyone else. sit there and cry my heart out. don't get me wrong. i am not sad. i just am frustrated? tired? i have no idea i just want some peace. i feel like im gna split. stop pulling me like a stretchie in my own mind everythings a blank. help me Jesus, you're the only one who understands & for now just now i really wanna do cry it all out. xoxo rekha *you'll be fine just go and don't ever turn back. Friday, September 25, 2009I'm already gone,You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong & i'm sorry. hello readers would just like to inform you that i will be MIA from now till 15th oct because of exams. if you are an avid reader of this blog continue topray that the days fly past so that i can update again. lastly wish me luck for the upcoming exams(: hiatus blogger *like why are you so obsessed? let it go already Saturday, September 19, 2009you know its gonna be a bad day when1) it starts to rain when you wake up 2) everyone else starts screaming at you for unknown reasons i don't feel like going thru tday. it sucks so far. my dad has already scolded me mum included too as always my idiot of a brother has to do smthing to irritate me uhhh. i feel so, angered but must control. but how to. be my guide, Lord. the second part of the week seems to be a scolding week. it all started on thurs. after school faq started screaming @ me. *shocked,appaled* whatever. i mean i only told her to go and wa-la oh well. friday sucks too you know. i don't know why but it just sucks. i wondered if maybe it was because faq wasn't there but then i pictured her scolding me again so maybenot. there's so much dumb homework. i think i'm gonna burst RIGHT NOW. xoxo rekha *Lord help me please. i don't wanna hurt anyone else today. Thursday, September 10, 2009hello morning(:well currently feeling super lazyy ahh school opens in like 4 days *sobs* but whatever. finished all my hmks and all so what do i do. any ideas anyone? hiak. its gonna be term four soon i just want this and next year to end like supppeeerrr FAST! 'o'levels coming soon:( must jia you and study! okay don't know what to blog alreay so syonara! love, rekha Monday, September 7, 2009"Though our communication wanes at times of absence,I'm aware of a strength that emanates in the background." Hello to the world, on this super bright morning! today is the beginning of the sabbath week(: YAY! anyways, life has its ups and downs too so i got my first down to day. i was just reading blogs and i realized that somethings happening. is it just me or what? we used to be so close but now we seem far apart. there are two voices in my head. i know you got your new besty and all this year but did you remember that you didn't even like her on the first day of school? oh never mind whatever. you may think i'm jealous but #@!@#@!@#@!!!@$@& (babaric term) ahh frick. you don't blog you don't do anything. i want to help you but you just seem to be pushing me away. i guess i'll just stop now. i've got nothing to say. love, rekha my heart feels so heavy and i hate the way you make me feel. |